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Love, Loss & Lucid Dreams

by The Indigo Playground

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1.
YesterDaze 03:32
YesterDaze I was lost in a thick smoky haze Yeah i was lost in a mystifying daze And i was just sitting contemplating my ways When I started thinking about yesterdays Now I remember when I was a boy All the feelings of love and all the feelings of joy I remember the good times outweighing the bad Those were the best days I ever had Now I remember growing a little bit older I remember my world growing even colder A long winter descended on me The sharp blade of tragedy But running around i soon took a tumble And a magic place I had found i had stumbled The empress she came and she took me on high Showed me the way and opened my minds eye Taught me how to fly… Now so you see I am a man So i’ll keep on trying I’ll do the best that i can I’ll keep on living this life of mine And each step I take puts the rest behind Now my story is near its conclusion This world around me seems like an illusion I gave you a glimpse inside just to say That all of this seems just like yesterday… Just like yesterday…
2.
Hold Her Closer Oh my darling don't let go Just keep on holding me tightly Just until the morning comes And our sun shines so brightly Listen to the wind blow Look at all the falling snow Let's pass away the hours Baby don't let me go Don't let me go Just don't let me go Don't let me go All I wanna do is hold my baby All I wanna do is keep her close Spend a whole day just being lazy Till the night comes and we let loose And I don't even know how she does this to me But I wouldn't have it any other way She's in my mind and has my heart She melts my soul when I hear her say Baby you know that I love you Baby you know that I care It's crazy just the way that this is But your the only that can take me there. It's early again and I can't sleep My love for you just runs to deep To let myself let go of this Still wrapped up in our last kiss I don't wanna live without you I don't want this to go away All I want is to be together So every morning I can hear you say Baby you know that I love you Baby you know that I care It's crazy just the way that this is But your the only that can take me there.
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Dalliance With Discord Its the lines to the song On the tip of your tongue Its the feeling you get From the hairs on your neck Keep having trysts with my self destruction A dalliance with my sweet Eris A sucker for her clever seduction She sets the pipe right between my lips Its the bending light Just outta your sight Its the things that you find In the back of your mind Its the shit made of broken dreams Where ghosts and goblins are running the scene Where everybody seems to move in a daze You'll never get outta this place She’ll be your lover, she’ll be your mate She’ll be the end result that seals your fate You'll have no worries when your with her As your life passes by in a blur So don't you dare go runnin away She has the bosom that keeps you safe You'll never escape her vicious allure She is the ailment for which theirs no cure It's the itch that you can't scratch It's the monkey latched onto your back Its the wolf in cunning disguise It's the vampire will be your demise Keep having trysts with my self destruction I can't escape her vicious caress Boiling me down, such simple reduction Intoxicated by the smoke in her kiss I never wanted to see her again I never wanted to see her face But draped in silk she looks like powder With a sinister grin she's holding my chains
4.
Breaking The Mould They gave me the mould And I said I wanna break it. They said you'd better not, If you really wanna make it That's just how it is Anyway take it But I really don't even Know how to fake it I see through your sunken eyes Your withered will your hollow mind I wish you would find the time To cut the cloth that keeps you blind Keep getting told how to live my life And just as I think they may be right My muse tells me to follow my light It's the only guidance through the dark of night. I see through your sunken eyes Your withered will your hollow mind I wish you would find the time To cut the cloth that keeps you blind I can't live like you want me too You don't know what I've been through I wouldn't be here if I conceited To all the ways I've been mistreated Got knocked down and been defeated From my knees got on my feet and Rose above the trials I've had Along the way shedding what made me mad And I'll tell you that I'm so glad To finally learn what real love meant
5.
The Bitter Sweet Here I am Afloat again On my own As I’ve always been Just a different time In a different space Searching for a familiar face To hang out Laugh and talk To hold my hand While we walk Through this endless deserts Sands of times Eternal notebook Of parallel lines We only get one line to scribe The events and details of our lives Some of us think it’s up to heaven and hell Not realizing it’s our own story Some of us just like to pretend Some of us get cutoff mid sentence Some of us make it to the very end Just wishing we could go back to the beginning again Some are here just to take and take and take While others try just to give it all away Some live in lies and deceit One thing for sure this life’s so bitter sweet…
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The Hatter & The Hare I've been living in my own reality And then you came and ran right in to me And now whenever whenever you can You take a trip down to my wonderland.  You've been living by everyone else's rules  With their misplaced perceptions so callous and cruel  And then you saw me living wild and free And couldn't help but lose yourself in me  But alas my dear the queen of hearts rules this realm And in your world the jack of spades steers the helm  You could stay here in this beautiful fantasy But I know in the end you'll never choose me We move in perfect symmetry When your here there's nothing but chemistry  And we dance the entire night away But i can never convince you to stay  I've given you all that I have Shown you that true love can drive one mad But it's the best most intense kind of insane You have my heart, my love it's yours to break 
7.
This Bleeding Heart Sometimes in life you gotta leave behind.  Something so dear to you feels like your losing you mind.  And everything inside of you don't want to go.  But it's the only thing that's left to do.   You've tried to hold on for oh so long. Tried to hold on tightly but it's already gone.  you've been holding on to handfuls of sand  Thought you had substances but it's just bare strands.  I love you baby and I always will. I wish this wasn't our fate cuz it kills. I only wish you well but I hope you know This bleeding, this bleeding hearts for you  You wish you tried harder and set it on a star You've gone so long like this you've come to far never expected anymore than a tryst Now that your here there's no turning back from this.  I love you baby and I always will I wish this wasn't our fate cuz it kills. I only wish you well but I hope you know This bleeding, this bleeding hearts for you Your mind is racing for a way back in  So you could rectify all of your sins You on keep reaching in for something more. But your heart’s empty and hers an open sore.  I love you baby and I always will. I wish this wasn't our fate cuz it kills. I only wish you well but I hope you know This bleeding, this bleeding hearts for you...
8.
Moments 04:29
Moments what's with the games that people play why can't you say what you really wanna say why don't real moments every seem to last your trying to take them all way to fast you gotta live for what you enjoy so grab your girls and grab your boys hold them close and turn them on one moments here the next is already gone it's ok to let time slide but lifes a trip so enjoy the ride try not to take things in such haste before you know it your whole life’s laid waste you gotta live for what you enjoy so grab your girls and grab your boys hold them close and turn them on one moments here the next is already gone With all these distractions blocking the view I know it’s hard to take time for you Once in awhile just slow it all down you’ll be surprised at what can be found you gotta live for what you enjoy so grab your girls and grab your boys hold them close and turn them on one moments here the next is already gone
9.
Mind Duals 03:35
Mind Duals My heart is my own My soul is all eternal My mind is my home My passion burns inferno. I watch as the days Breed love and fruits of wisdom I watch as the nights Spawn hatred and its demons As the planets Turn round in cosmic clock work We ebb and flow With the energies put forth Not to discount Our will and our ambition But if we ride The waves we'll transcend dimensions. We all have broken minds Cuz we don't realize We are the heavens and the earth intertwined We are the beast and the divine combined. We are so eager to draw out the lines Between good and evil minds This is the flaw in dualist ideas Nature sheds for none a tear Yet we insist on our dominant state Single handedly sealing our fate With so much promise, potential and hope Still we choose to tie the noose with the rope   Break down The walls And begin to blur these lines Or be prepared To bid all this farewell; goodbye.
10.
Imagine The Things… Imagine all the Things that we could Achieve if we only tried We already live So much longer Traversed the planet Broke through the sky And if we banded Tribes together Under one humanistic banner Where race, religion, orientation or Power structures, didn't matter I believe their is no ceiling to the heights we could ascend And I know that this perspective is so hard to comprehend But if we don't heed the writing on the wall my friend What could be perpetual is so close to the end...

about

This is my debut album. I've come a long way in my productions, my song writing and also my life. While I know these are not mainstream tracks I hope you can appreciate the eclectic nature of this collection. I tried to layer the track listing in a way to take you - the listener - on the journey with me of what The Indigo Playground was, is and will become.

Furthermore, in all honesty, I am also trying to use this milestone as a vehicle to sound design for film. I'm already accepted into film school. It's just a few extra steps that, if you purchase this album, helps me to get there!

I hope you truly enjoy these songs. This is but the beginning of an incredible journey!

~Love & Thanks~

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released April 10, 2014

Performed, Recorded & Mixed by Shon Mathew Darckley in the Forest 2.0
Mastered by James Seabrook @ Two Bodies of Water Productions

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The Indigo Playground Edmonton, Alberta

I like sound and art.
Oh.... and Food. I love food.

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